harlows,youu!
Absent myself frm skool. Woke up late nnd I swear the feeling was great! AHAHAA.lawls. Suppose to have Enterprise module. hehe. I won't regret that I skipped that module.( :
Go skool is boring, staying at hme is even werst. -_-" Looks lyke I have to sms all the wae then! Nnd I choose the fcking worng dae to ponteng. My dad is nott werking todae nnd my mum is at hme the whole day.wth mann. This really suxs! I have no choice butt to lock my room door to avoid the "naggings". :DDD I am fcking pissed now cause I cant find my fone charger. My fone just died on miee.pfts! Screwed itt. Feel lyke going outt later butt I simply too lazy to do so! Alright, today I will be a good girl nnd stay cooped at hme! Before I end my post, I wann to wish HAPPY BURTHDAE TO MOO. May all your wishes come true,babe! ( : Sowie,that we did nott celebrate your burthdae as we all ponteng skool.terribly sowie! Aniwae, I am excited boutt my GANG shirt.AHAHAA.lawls.Next wednesdae! Tk care toddles! <3

muchLURVES,
`Maii

harlows,youu!


- Where does this lonely road leads to?!

Tuesday, Science UT - FLUNKED.
Wednesdae, Culture UT - Muchh better than SCIENCE butt still suxs.
Thursdae, Maths UT - Haven did yet butt I know I will FLUNKED itt.
Fridae- Absent frm skool! :DDD

There youu go! I have planned itt. I am sticking to itt.Aniwae, I will update on fridae,sat or sun! :DDD

muchLURVES,
`Maii

harlows,youu!








First of all, I wann to wish MEI LING A HAPPY BURTHDAE! ( : Youu are 18,ok?! AHAHAA.lawls. I have nott yett receive the pictures yett. I will upload itt as soon as I received itt!( : Wenn to cp nnd ate pizza frm pizza hutt! It was damn awesome! I enjoyed myself every secs apart frm all my fwens/classmate observed hw I eat. I feel so stress eating with them! AHAHAA. I know,I know that I eat superb slow nnd I will take a very small bite.lawls. Youu must enjoy every bite marhs! AHAHAA.Aniwae, I wenn with Joyce,Tricia,Sha,Kun Ming,Winson,Lawrence nnd of course the birthdae girl! It was seriously a laughin session forr miee! After we ate our food, here come the cake! AHAHAA.lawls. Tricia nnd Joyce wenn to buy the cake while we wait at the pizza. It was meant to be suprise to Meiling! We sang the burthdae song forr her nnd she refuse to take pix! AHAHAA. Our burthdae girl is shyy ekh!lawls. Nnd she refuse to let us pay forr the meal ekh! She want to pay forr us! Butt we of course, we wont agree! We secretly putt the money into the gift box. I wonder what will her reaction be! AHAHAA.lawls. :DDD After that we wenn to arcade! that's the funn part! AHAHAA.lawls. I laughh seriously a lot to the extent that my stomach hurts badly. Meiling bought the timezone card nnd we played a few games! Lawrence did the dancing game. OMG! Seriously, I laughh lyke fck. I laugh lyke there is no tmlow.lawls. He is a bit soft nnd yeaaa, youu will expect hw a soft guy dance to a chacha song! When I go arcade again, I will make sure I will dragg hym along nnd watch hym dance again. AHAHAA.lawls.( : Butt the nxt tyme, it will be a techno songg! :DDD Meet abe at arcade nnd she stayed a while with miee in the arcade. Tyme was showing 7.45 pm.So all of us wenn bck hme after had a laughin session.AHAHAA. While walking to woodlands mrt, I saw a man. He walks very funny nnd I laughh at hym. Screwed miee forr laughing at that poor guy. I AM SOWIE ekh!( : Abe,Kun Ming nnd winson saw miee laughin at hym.wth mann.AHAHAA.I jusy cant stop laughin. Nnd my excuse was, I was laughin aboutt a sms which says boutt penguin nnd polar bear! AHAHAA. Kk,it was my fault! I was still laughin in the train.hehe.So dropped off at yck as usual. Many drunk people there. While walking, i bumped into a malay guy. He sae sowie nnd I sae nehmind2!The next thing he offered miee a ciggarette. I was lyke wth mann! Do I look lyke I smoke?!AHAHAA.lawls. Let the question remained unanswered. :DDD Aniwae, suppose to meet Faaiz after skool butt due to the celeb, I reject itt.AHAHAA.lawls. Sowie ekh?! lawls. Nnd he dont wann to tell miee hw he changed his dp! Nott fair! He ask miee cme his class then he teach.grrrr! Nehmind2! Stoping here! Well,tk care yeaaa! :DDD





muchLURVES,
`Maii

harlows,youu!
As I sae, I will update regularly so here I am! I keep my werd. :DDD

1. Is it cute if a guy kisses you on your forehead?
- Kiss anywhere oso CUTE.lawls. AHAHAA.

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
-A short party dress .( :

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
-read WERD by WERD! :DDD

4. Group dates or single dates?
- Hmmm.Single dates?!

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
- No,I dont hate itt.

6. Are diamonds a girl's best friend?
-Nott forr miee, I guess.

7. Is your hair up or down today?
- Up,up,up!

8. Do you straighten your hair?
- Depends on my mood.

9. Favorite mascara?
- Hmmm.No fav. :DDD

10. Do you get your nails done?
- AHAHAA.lawls. I am nott that vain,youu knoe.( :

11. Small or large purses?
- SMALL.easier to carry!

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
-Student card,Nric,cashcard,cash nnd atm card.

13. Jeans or sweats?
-hehe.JEANS.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
-If I have no choice, then maybe I will.

15. Do you text message a lot?
- Wae,wae a lot! AHAHAA.

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
- Fck.That the first werd I will sae.

17. What's your favorite color?
- Redd nnd Purple!

18. Heels or flats?
- Flats. I think I quite tall aedy!

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
- Yeaaa, I do.hehe. :DDD

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
- Yeaaaa,of course!

21. Walmart or Target?
- Walmart?!

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
- Yeaaa, POLO TEE.

23. Do you like preppy boys?
- Maybe.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
- Nopex.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
- Nahh. I dont.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
- hehe.Max is one hour.( :

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
- No, I dont wear that.

28. Do you like skater boys?
- I think they are COOL.AHAHAA.

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
-Yeaaa,maybe. :DDD

30. Gold or silver?
- AHAHAA.i wann gold.( :

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
- AHAHAA.whyy nott?!

32. Do you like surfer boys?
- I think they are COOL too!

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
- I dress up as per normal.

34. Do you like to wear dresses?
- AHAHAA.so nott miee.lawls.Depends.( :

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
- 6?!

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
- Yeaaaa. :DDD

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
- Woahh.hmmm.This ques is hard.I will try to accept hym.

38. Do you like to hold hands?
- AHAHAA.Whatt a ques.IDK.No to sweaty palms.hehe.( :

39. What is the youngest you would date?
- A year maybe?!

40. What is the oldest you would date?
- Hmmm.10 years older than miee.

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
- His looks.AHAHAA.jk.His CHARACTER.( :

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
- Some guys do! :DDD

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
- Their eyes nnd HAIRR! AHAHAA.

44. Do you like making eye contact?
- hehe.i SHYY.lawls.

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
-AHAHAA.nopex.I will only kill forr LOLIPOP.( :

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
- Nopex.

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
- 5?!

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
- YEAAAA.

50. Do you yell a lot?
- Maybe?!AHAHAA. I also talk a lot! :DDD

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
- AHAHAA.wth.NO !

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
- Nopex, never.

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
- I am nott good at writing. :DDD

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
- No, I cant live without makeup.

55. Do you fall in love easily?
- Hmmm.I guess,nott.( :

harlows,youu!
first of all, i wann to sae:
I AM DAMN DAMN HIGHH TODAE.DONNOE WHYY.LAWLS.NND I SAW SPIDERMAN.YEAAA.A RP STUDENT WEARING A SPIDEY MASK.I MUST KNOE WHU THAT PERSON IS.I ADMIRED HYM.( :
hehe.His fwen is all so funny! I kept on laughing.Just imagine, youu saw someone wearing the mask walking ard skool.so COOL larhs cann?! :DDD His fwen still cann go to miee,tricia nnd meiling nnd sae HELLO.wth.so retarded lerhs.AHAHAA.( : Really looking foward to see my spiderman again.( : All the wae chatting witt Faaiz, Nesh, Halim nnd Shahnawas. Faaiz was so weird. I am nott used to itt. I wont tell it here.AHAHAA.lawls.Make itt a suspense. Aniwae, I gtt to sae He is a sweet guy.awww.AHAHAA. It just sweet,NOTHING MORE. I better gett that straight.lawls. Btw,my dear meiling.Dont called hym FAR WEST,ok?! AHAHAA.lawls. FAR EAST sound nicer. AHAHAA. :DDD Stoping here.Study forr ut!Mugg,Mugg,Mugg!

muchLURVES,
`Maii

something for your emptinessss - They say that as long as there is one person loving you, life isn't a waste. So if you lose hope and thought that life is not worth living, just remember I'm here. - ASRAF.

harlows,youu!



Bck to updating.I dont really have anything to update. Well, skool has been really sucky tis week.Idk whyy. It just the feeling of it. 3 more weeks of E35H nnd we will go seperate ways.
Is very sad to leave all the memories behind nnd move on creating new one. Sooner or later, we will seperate. So, I guess I will look on brighter side.AHAHAA.lawls.Mayb there is HAWTT2 guys in my new class. HAH ! I learnt that from meiling.( : I really cross my finger that my new class will nott be a bunch of SMARTIES,GEEKS,NERDS,MINAHS,MATS,AH LIANS. Butt what will youu epxect in RP.A lot of weird/cool hairstyles. Punk,red nnd even green hairstyle. :DDD
A.S ekh?! Funny people. Three years sticking in RP witt a fix time table.Sux pretty muchh. On the other hand, compared to other poly.RP is the slackest skool as we dont have any projects or assignment.( : Nnd Rp people cann kick people butts! HAH ! They are much LURVED. Ouhh yeaaa, received a missed call frm Faaiz. So unexpected lerhs.AHAHAA.Currently chatting witt Shah( Faaiz Cuzzie) , Asraf(Rae fwend) nnd 15 people in one convo.( I only knoe two person.) AHAHAA.lawls. Sha is full of funny nnd retard ideas that will makes miee speechless. -_-". Bth of them ask miee, whyy i feel so empty?! Hmmm. IDK whyy.It just that I feel that wae.I guess, I will stop here.Update more later.

* I try nott to give fake smile butt somehow youu find outt.

muchLURVES,
`Maii

Telah puas aku mencoba
tuk mempertahankan cinta kita
namun kau masih berkeras hati
agar kita berpisah sahaja

Mengapa sikapmu sebegitu
fikir dululah wahai sayangku
jika itu yang engkau mahu
terpaksa ku relakan kau pergi

Andai ku pilih dia
jangan kau merasa hampa
Andai ku milikki dia
jangan pula engkau marah
kerna engkau sendiri
telah memutuskan untuk
agar kita berpisah sahaja

Andai ku kucup dia
jangan pula kau cemburu
andai ku mencintainya
jangan pula kau bersedih
tidak salah rasanyaku teruskan hidup ini
selepas kau memutuskan aku

Fcking nice.Very meaningful lyrics.( : Will translate one dae!
Tk care everyone! :DDD

muchLURVES,
`Maii

harlows,youu!
I am back from my emo break.No point I cling on to the problems.Is best that I let itt go nnd pretend it never happened before.I dont care whether the r/s is on or nott.Although he means nothing to miee butt his werds still hurts miee deeply that until now I can clearly remembered his fcking werds.Thanks so much forr that.Deleted his fwenster.Now, he go his way nnd I will go mine wae. This sholud happen long long long tyme ago! I really hope that he will delete my number from his phone nnd we shall never ever contact eachh other again! This will ensure PEACE.Enough talking boutt that bastard.Let's move on.Rae ask miee outt to watch muvee.Butt I reject hym politely saying that I am nott fwee.He replied, Its alright.I said sowie to hym nnd he nvr replied bck.I wonder if he is mad/angry at miee.Hmmm.Only he nnd god knoes whether he is really angry or nott.Well,I really hope nott or I will be in trouble.Going to expo real soon.Update later!Tk care everyone!

muchLURVES,
`Maii

will update real soon ( :

I knoe I should be studying my 6p now as I will be having Test tmlow yett I chose to update.Youu will soon now whyy.

I FCKING HATE RESHEV TO THE MAXX!
Okaes,here the story. Yesterdae he asked miee to call hym todae to discuss something. Nnd I fcking called hym just now.I shuld not have called hym nnd maybe I will avoid the pain I am suffering now.I asked forr a break as I see no point clinging on to this r/s since we had a lot of conflicts. He accused miee of being a playgirl,flirt,slut,bitch.Adding on to itt he sae that i m nott a virgin.wtf larhs. He sae he knoes the reason whyy I wann to break up witt hym.It was because I fck another guy aedy thats whyy.FCKER right?!He still cann tell miee, Ns a lot of guy.Youu pick which wann youu wann nnd then fck them.I was so fcking angry serhs.Come on, there is a limit to everyone patience. He also sae that my fwenster gtt a lot of guys. All I add the guys wann. When is nott fcking true! I repeated to hym that is the guy add miee wann nnd he fcking show tantrums at miee. He fcking dont trusts miee. What cann I sae?! Is obvious that he dont trusts miee. He sae I go flirt nnd entertain guys all round.I aked whyy youu sae so.Nnd he sae that cause i see THANKS FORR THE ADD to them.Bastard mann. I find no wrong in sending that to guys or even to girls.So,what his fcking prob now.

Which eyes of hym see that I flirt ard?!
Which eyes of hym see that I busted hym?!
Which eyes of hym see that I cheat on hym?!
Which eyes of hym see that I gtt fck witt another guy before?!

Tell miee,RESHEV! which eyes of yours see that?! No proof,no talk arhs. I dont care whatt youu assume.I ask youu to go seperate ways.Youu fcking reject my suggestions.Nnd youu sae youu wann toture miee by fcking witt anither girl INFRONT of miee.Well I tell youu, youu can joyfully did that! Is youu are loosing nott MIEE! I dont lose anything.I m fcking angry nnd hurt that youu are able to talk to miee in that manner.Yeaaa.I m HURTT by your werds.

I FCKING REMEMBER HIS last sentence is:
ONLYY BASTARDS LYKE MIEE WILL LYKE A BITCH LYKE YOUU,BITCHH!

I am so fcking angry.I feel lyke scream outt loud. So,whatt the point in continuing this r/s when bth of us are shoutings at the top of our lungs. I see no point in itt butt he still wish to continue this r/s.He sae that youu cann go witt any guy youu wann.10 guys also cann.I wont mind butt our r/s is still on.OMG! Fcking jibai larhs. What his problem now?!I am so angry right now that I cann burst/explode. This is the first tyme that a guy talk to miee in this manner.ouhh WOW!he must be honoured to knoe this.All I could sae now is to be REALISTIC nnd REASONABLE.

nnd fcking let miee go!

harlows,youu!




Wenn to SAS talk witt Sya nnd Kun Ming.AHAHAA.lawls.The three of us dont even knoe where is the place.How blur cann we gett!Adoi.Wenn to one stop center to check microsoft email.Finally, we manged to find the place. Is located at W5. All I know is that, is superb fcking paisehx.Lucky, I was nott alone. AHAHAA.Kun Ming was being retared nnd funny all the tyme. :DDD We wenn to the 4th floor nnd see everyone is wearing so fcking formal. We were so paisehx. AHHAAA.lawls. We wenn to the first floor bck nnd we asked Kun Ming to ask the lady where to go.lawls.So funny larhs! Kun Ming ask the lady where we are supposed to go nnd he also asked whyy on top people wear so formal.AHAHAA. I laugh lyke fck larhs.Wth.I cant believe he actually asked that.AHAHAA.lawls.While waiting forr the FYP thingy, we were sitting at the water cooler nnd we spot a girl(quite big sized).AHAHAA.I ask Kun Ming to ask her name nnd he still can sae that girl name is MARY.wth mann. Miee nnd Sya laughh lyke fck.AHAHAAAAAAAA! Gosh! Frm where he gtt that awful name ekh.MARYY?! lawls. That is retard lerhs! :X We went inside a classroom to see the seniors present their FYP. I cann see is fcking diff! All I knoe is I am going to die! YEAAA!Youu heard miee right,I will die! Is terribly chim! Aniwae,Kun Ming donnoe hw to pronounce his own course!AHAHAA.is the pharmetical crapp arhs.AHAHAA.So funny!lawls.Took bus to Woodlands nnd saw Mamat.So unexpected.lawl.I was lucky that I was nott up to any mischief.hehe.After that we decided to headed to Suntec city.So took train nnd alight at city hall.Walk ard forr doonoe hw long. Is seriously very tiring! Was looking forr the cheerleading thingy butt in the end fail! Cant find itt.So we looked ard nnd finally we found KFC.AHAHAA.lawls.Eat at there.Something really funny happened there. i cant stop laughin.OMG!I am nott being mean or whatt butt seriously the mental girl beside us is very2 funny! AHAHAA.lawls. Funny in the sense of the way she spoke nnd behave. I am trying to control my laughter butt Kun Ming retarded face make the situation werst.When he laughh, my fwenn nnd miee burst outt laughin!AHAHAA.lawls. I quickly changed the topic as I scared that she know that we are laughin at her.Hehe.I cant waitt to gett outt frm KFC.lawls. My stomach hurts damn badly that I cant even walk properly.Yeaaa.Is that badd.lawls. :DDD While walking to esplanade, gtt another mental guy.He go shout at miee nnd sya.I was shocked larhs nnd Sya scream.AHAHAA.Kun Ming sae jibai straight away.Fcking funny!OMG! Seriously, my stomach hurts damn badly. That mental guy seriously gtt problem.Suddenly go shout at miee nnd sya.Nabeh siahx.While heading to Esplanade, we seriously laughh a lot.AHAHAA.lawls.Saw many people wearing redd nnd white.We wonder whyy nnd finally we found the answer.Is the NDP rehearsal! I cann feel the atmosphere.Is just lyke the real/actual NDP day. I tell Kun Ming nnd Sya that I cann feel the sensation nnd hear the singapore songs being sung!They sae miee crazy nnd mental.Wth larhs.I have the Singapore spirit in miee! AHAHAA.wth ekh. After slacking in the library, decided to wenn hme.Took the same train witt sya while Kun Ming take the other side.Stoping here! Damn tired.Off to do some things!Tk care everyone!





muchLURVES,
`Maii

harlows,youu!
Finally I am UPDATING my freaking blogg. I had abondoned my so called online diary.AHAHAA.lawls. I clearly remembered that I sae I will update my blogg frequently/daily.Hehe.Look lyke I did not make good use of my werd!Yeaaa,due to the busy werk I had.lawls.Meiling will knoe whatt I mean! AHAHAA.Finally,is FRIDAE.The happiest dae ever! Fridae = End of the week = SYIOK! AHAHAA.This week is full of funn,laughter nnd excitement. Had been chatting witt a lot of people these daes. Aniwae I am seriuosly confused that how the people can know your Id by looking at your face only.So weird larhs cann. Gtt donnoe which guy add miee at communicator(somethin lyke msn).He is frm RP nnd first year too.Hmmm.I dont even knoe frm where he see miee bfore. Well, I show abe his fwenster pix to clarify something nnd abe sae he nott bad looking.wth.I was shocked mann! I thought I gave her the wrong link.lawls.In the end is true! AHAHAA.Abe anyhow only sae he hansem ekh.hehe.nnd she sae Rae look lyke clown. :X wth.AHAHAA.Going to Fyp talk tmlow.Meeting Kunming.Hopefully he is nott late.Well,stoping here! tk care everyone!

muchLURVES,
`Maii

the unique one

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