I am a Heart-Breaker.
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Monday, June 28, 2010
harlows,youu!
Edited by picnik. AHAHAA.lawls.Forr funn uhh weitt.( :
AHAHAA.Omgz,this is hilarious uhh kann. :D
Again,I lost track on where I stopped updating my blog.Forgive miee.AHAHAA.Macam paham siot Maii.Lyke as if anyone read this pathetic blog!AHAHAA.lawls. :P K,I shall try my very best to summ up EVERYTHING that happens in my lyfe this past week.
Wednesday- 23rd June.
Celebrated Surrin birthday with hym.Suppsoe to meet hym at 2pm,Causeway Point.Albert fetch miee first as he wants miee to accompany hym to take his phone at causeway point.Raining cats nnd dogs.Swayy!Was completely drenched when I reach woodlands.I swear the bike ride was superb duperb cold as the wind blows nnd he was speeding btw.Mangkok bertingkat siott.Sumpah I scared! AHAHAAA. -.-! Slack a while with hym.3++pm still Surrin haven reach yet.Cant blame hym as he was stuck in the middle of expressway nnd the rain is just too heavy forr hym to ride his bike.Safety come first weitt.( : Thanks to the heavy rain, we change plan to meet at Lot 1 instead. Waited forr hym around 10 minutes.I cant stop laughing when I saw hym.He was completely DRENCHED or WETT youu called it.LAWLS. -.-! Plus he was shivering lyke HELL.Treat hym Pizza hut nnd a muvee.Watched Karate Kid with hym nnd we both laughh lyke asdfghjkl! *skip some HUGE part* Lazy to mention here.Reach home at 11pm+.
Now moving on to the HUGE PART OF ALL.
Thursday- 24th June
I ask Yat for a break.I wont tell the reasons here.He was kinda sobbing nnd refusing to let miee go nnd etc.Butt I know I got to put a stop for this.Miee being a heartless?!Sheesh.No one understands miee.Period.
Friday - 25th June
*warning this post is about my r/s.Dont read on if youu are not interested.Thank youu.*
Went to skool as per normal.I will just skipped to the main PART.*breathe in nnd breathe out*
Received four friend request early in the morning.One of the friend request was from MAII DOKE.Lyke whatt MAII DOKE?!With my pictures in it nnd my WHOLE biodata in the info tab.Sumpah I sot adey siot.I thought forr a moment I was seeing things butt I guess I am totally not.Who else is capable of doing this?!I am not pointing fingers butt all the friends who are in the friends list of MAII DOKE are 95% Yat friends. Slowly, I received call from my friends nnd EVEN cuzzins that saying I have two accounts now.My friend even thought that I have too many friends thats why I open up a second account. -.-!
Arghh!My gawdd.I seriously feel lyke bursting/breaking/exploding into the thin air.I swear I dont expect this to happen to miee. Of all people,whyy must it be miee?!Now,youu tell miee whyy must I not break up with this kind of person?!Fcking childish nnd immature ASSHOLE.How typical of hym nnd he still gott the cheeck to tell miee; Peragai pompan melayu macam sial.(I am not even full malay btw.Bodoh yer anak.) Wahh,perangai ko banyak punyer baek perr.LAGI MACAM POOKEY TIANG!Charsuay siott.Fcker.I am so fcked up lyke seriusly butt still I am keeping quiet in class.I WONDER HOW I MANAGE TO DO ITT.Sometymes I do admire my good temper.tsk.tsk.
Ouhh,yeaaa.Did I mention that my 100 bucks ring is with hym.Let miee add on nnd say that is a GOLD RING.Bloody hell.He will only give itt back to miee only when we patch back.Wtfz.DO youu think I will ever EVER patch back with youu?!I am totally disgusted with your behavior.Prank calls,prank emails,prank sms nnd a fake account of miee.I wonder what next boy.
I know is YOUU who pass around my number nnd saying I am whore or in your language DOKE.
I know is YOUU who create that fake account of miee.
I know is YOUU who spreading rumors about miee which is SIMPLY NOTT TRUE.
I know is YOUU who keeps calling miee after the break up using your friend number. Step nak kenal kenal uhh konon.
I know is YOUU who makes my lyfe upside down nnd yett I am not saying anything much.
PERIOD.
Youu did all this to miee just because I asked forr a break up.Now youu tell miee,how childish nnd immature cann youu get?!Of course,there must be a reason whyy I want a break-up butt yett youu dont even understand it.Such a disappointment.Never once youu understand how I feel when I have to travel all the way to Jurong.Youu only care how youu felt but have youu ever consider my feelings atleast once?!
No,I am not saying youu are a bad guy nnd I am the all good girl thingy.No,I never said that.I have to admit at tymes youu are sweet,caring,showing miee care nnd concern nnd stuff.Maybe the age gap do matters actually.The way we thinks is completely different.Again,I am not saying that I am way more matured then youu.Is just that the difference in our preferences are too big.I wont say much boutt that.
All I got to say to youu that,please move on.If youu are not moving on,I cant move on too. I bet there are better girls forr youu out there.I am not a perfect girl forr youu.I wish youu good lurks in whatever youu do.No use youu hate miee nnd stuff cause there is better things out there youu can do then hating miee.Hmph.
I know you've been hurt.I know how it feels.Believe miee I do.Butt the feeling will pass,the tears will stop falling,your heart will heal itself.Dont lose hope nnd I am sure youu will find someone who will treat youu the right way.Maybe the way I never did.Someone who never leave youu the way I did.she will be the worth the wait.so hang in there nnd stop telling miee youu wont have any relationship anymore.Trust miee I am doing this forr the both of us.I rather youu feel hurt now then in the later part cause I know the hurt will be deeper.Thanks forr all the memories youu shared with miee.I will remember it forr sure.Last but not least I hope youu forgive miee Yat and dont bear grudges against miee.
To end this post, here a picture of both of us.Goodbye forr now. ♥
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Saturday, June 26, 2010
Again,a lot of things happened.
I thought being single will give miee some breathing space butt I guess I am all wrong.Will update soon uhh k.
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Monday, June 21, 2010
Which group of RP students do you belong to? (new added groups)
The Freeloaders
There is a handful of people like you around. Usually about 2-3 in every class. All you care about is breaktime and class dismissal. Definitions and conclusions are your favourite slides. Although you may be a very nice person and have lotsa friends, people usually fear you when you are in their group, especially during FYP. School is a boring place for you, but you enjoy the social circle in RP. Your future might not seem bright, but who knows, you might earn just as much or even more than The Nerds. AHAHAA.Baskeeet right?!SO not true can.Only some jekk true.Lyke really SOME! AHAHAAAA. :P Update again. Goodbye.( :
muchLURVES,
`Maii
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Thursday, June 17, 2010
harlows,youu!
7 months pregnant.tsk.tsk. :/
I seriously feels lyke closing this blog of mine anytyme soon.I am so freaking lazy to update or maybe just too many things to update.I will just sum it up uh k. :D
I seriously feels lyke closing this blog of mine anytyme soon.I am so freaking lazy to update or maybe just too many things to update.I will just sum it up uh k. :D
5th June 2010
Went to sheesha.Saw a lot of familiar faces.Exchanged smiles nnd hi.
Highlight of the day;
Played true or dare - Kissed Kaly on the lips. (Pictures are on FB)
This hansem guy caught my attention nnd when he came to my table he said; MAIMANAH.
AHAHAA.lawls.Check2,is Shafie.After so long,finally I get to meet hym.Nice!Meet up soon rightt?!hehe. :DDD
12th June 2010
Again went to sheesha.This tyme round with different bunch of people.Played 21,bluff nnd poker cards.
Highlight of the day;
The sheesha pipe falls two tyme on miee.Thanks to Khai who pull the sheesha pipe.I swear is very very HAWTT.Of all people,Shafie had to saw it.Paisehx to the max!
14th June 2010
Meet up with shabby nnd priya.I am glad they can gett along. :D A long nnd tiring day.
16th June 2010
Hogged otp with Surrin till very very late.He lectured miee on so many things!Hmph.I guess I have to do somethign HUGE real soon.I suxs big tyme forr that.Maybe I will change my personality nnd attitude all.So much of having the "new" maii when I am still the same!Sheesh.I will try my best to changeeeeee!I must fck care boutt others people feelings.tsk.tsk.
17th June 2010
Suppose to meet Surrin today but plan changed.So meet Albert nnd went to Woodlands waterfront.IS AWESOME!A place where youu can just chill nnd relax yourself.Very nice.It was drizzling!Sway!Faster chow from there nnd he ride superb fast.After that lepak with some anjex at yishun.They are funny people.I laughh till gott stomach pain.AHAHAA.lawls. :P Surprisingly,Qaiyum chat with miee at fb.I wonder whyy am I so kanchiong when he chat with miee.My goodness.Not again,Maii. -.-! tsk.tsk.I broke the record by nott picking up any calls from Hidayat.Tell miee I am nott being a busted forr doing that! )': I feel superb guilty uhh cann.Haishh. *bite lips* :/ Problems after problems.I wonder when I will be free from all PROBLEMS.
We only hide because we want to be found.We only walk away because we want to see who will follow us.And we break our hearts to see who will mend them.
Update again!
muchLURVES,
`Maii
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
harlows,youu!
Is been ages since I had a proper update.I will update lyke real soon uhh k. :DDD
120610 - I survived the first month.Very surprising.I wonder until when cann it last.
Whyy these days I kept knowing nnd bumping into good looking guys.Sheesh.This is not good.God is totally not helping miee.Pfts. *bite lip*
K,off I go.Update more sooon!
muchLURVES,
`Maii
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Monday, June 07, 2010
I will miss youu forr sure.No matter whatt happen,I PROMISE youu that youu will always be my friend.My friend who are always there for miee when I am feeling down/sad/frustrated nnd of course when I am feeling good too.Knowing youu was the best gift I could ever ask,Becoming a someone so close to youu,thats something that I will never forget.Ily nnd IMY.Promise miee,youu will stop taking those stuffs again.I believe that one day we will be normal lyke how we used to be on the phone till late night.Sometymes even to morning nnd youu will straight go to skool.Although we agree that is best that we wont contact again,I know deep down we are still the best friends we used to be.It will nnd will never ever change.I cann assure youu that I will still be there forr youu when youu need miee.I really hope youu understand my decision.Trust miee,is the best for everyone.Please do treasure your lyfe nnd stop wasting it anymore.Just remember,youu still gott miee nnd youu are NEVER alone.Again,Ily nnd I will miss youu my bestie/close friend.No words can describe how I feel now.Thanks forr everything youu did forr miee forr the past one year plus.I will cherish nnd treasure itt.Forr sure I will. )':
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Sunday, June 06, 2010
WILL UPDATE SOON!
A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED.
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