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I fail to keep my words that I will update this blog of mine. I am so sorry for that. A lot of things happened. I will just update what I can remember k.
15th August – Sunday
Meet Siddiq as early as 12pm at Outram park cause he working at the Cantonment. Is rare for miee to wake up as early as 9am just to go out. See how much he means to miee?! By the tyme I reach outram park, he was already waiting for miee. Oupps ,sorry yeaaa. Accompany hym to smoke first cause he did not fast that day. Cant blame hym though. He was working 8pm – 11am the next morning so he break his fast first. Well, I did not break my fast although there are so many temptations! Youu know I know right .AHAHAA. We have no idea where to go so I suggested Changi Airport.AHAHAA.lawls. He wanted to go Expo butt I managed to convince hym to go Changi Airport. MUAHAHAHA.Nir yang buat org sayang patt dier lebih.Walked around terminal one,two nnd three. We walked till our legs are aching. Sorry ekh. He bought for miee chocs nnd perfume. Awww, thanks a lot. :D Thought of taking the train home butt since we both can take bus 24 home we decided to take bus 24 so we can spend more tyme with each other.LAWLS. Am I lyke exaggerating here?!tsk.tsk. Those tyme are of course TREASURED. Text hym when I reach home. I appreciate the tyme we spend together especially the fact that even when youu are tired, lacking of sleep youu still eager to meet miee. ( :
16th August – Monday
Break fast with Kaly,Aishh,Pri nnd Aiman at Old Marsling. Before breaking fast, went to play pool. Kecoh-kecoh. AHAHAA. I still suxs at it nnd I prefer BOWLING over POOL k. AHAHAA.lawls. We ordered seafood. It was a BLAST! Each of us only spend around 9 bucks each. How splendid! Was freaking full nnd bloated. Decided to go to woodlands waterfront. Sibeyy romantic nnd niceee uhh the place.Falling in love with the place,I swear. I suggest all couples to go there uhh k. Not for smooching2 all k.Doser tahu tak! AHAHAAAAA! Hisaaaaaap! Reach home around 11+.
Then it happens.
Had the worst fight with Siddiq. Ouhh my, sometimes I wonder what I did that really hurts hym so much that he have to throw such negative remarks at miee. The entire day he did not even message miee. Ouhh,well he is working nnd YES I do understand that. He only message miee at night saying this; NIGHTS.Wth?!I waited for the entire day just to receive NIGHTS?! Are youu that busy that youu cant message miee more then that?! Yeaaa,maybe youu are busy that youu can on9 at fb butt not msging miee.Thanks.I understand that. Butt did I even whine to youu about this?! I just kept quiet until youu give sarcasm remarks at fb. I msg youu asking; what’s wrong?!did I do anything wrong?!why are youu texting miee in a different way?!Youu got anything to say to miee?! He blowed up when he received that sms.Wth must he blowed up?!I am just asking hym not suspecting hym or what.
All the way he kept saying that I suspect hym this nnd that. Did I?! I even saw youu nnd your ex texting each other, butt did I say anything about itt?! No,I never . I already told youu I believe youu, I trust youu. Butt did youu ever trust miee?! Sometymes I wonder. Hmph. I cant stop my guy friends from calling miee baby,darling,sayang on FB. If youu trust miee, youu wont even believe their craps.Haishh. It seems that the trust youu have on miee is slowly depleting. What must I do to gain back your trust?! Is time all I need?! Worst thing of all. Youu can even say I am lyke your ex.WTF.I am lyke your ex?! Confirm tak confirm?!Pfts. I swear I was so mad at youu when youu say that butt still idk why I am still keeping cool. Maybe cause I just treasure youu. Thanks for hurting miee. Totally hurt by your words. Enough said. ♥
Now we are not even on a proper talking terms. I throw my ego aside nnd text hym first in the morning. He replied to miee in the afternoon. Butt still he only reply a word text message or a text message without the word bie. Thats is so not hym. I know there is a change in hym. His fb status;
If I get a chance to sign you trU a contract. ..I will sure go for the life long plan...!!! ♥ ♥
What he means by this ekh?!Hanya tuhan sajer larhs yang tahu. Again, I am not suspecting hym or what. I cayer youu sangat sangat uhh k.
Going off now. Meeting hym tomorrow to break fast. Hopefully,things will be fine between us.Amin. ( :
Ps; Surrin just text miee asking how am I nnd all. Whyy whenever my r/s has a prob he will appear out of nowhere. It goes the same for Qai,Raj,Yat nnd now Siddiq. Interesting much.
Love youu people.Hugs nnd kisses!
Can you feel me? I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time .
muchLURVES
`Maii
I SUMPAH I UPDATE BESOK K.
harlows,youu!
Sunday – 8th August
Is hard to take pix with guy.I swear! AHAHAA.
Suppose to meet Siddiq 5pm at Yishun butt he change the tyming to 3pm so he can spend more time with miee.LAWLS. He wanted to fetch miee from my void deck butt I managed to convince hym to meet miee at YCK mrt station instead. He reach yck at 2.15pm. My goodness. I panicked lyke hell nnd rush to meet hym. I was sweating lyke HELL nnd he cant stop laughing at miee. Idiotz ekh youu!AHAHAA! Went to yishun. Walk around nnd again I forced hym to take picture with miee. Idk why guys are so shy to take pictures can!AHAHAA.Damn,is either he look alright or I look retarded in a sense!AHAHAA.lawls. He suggested watching muvee. I wanted to pay for the muvee but he wont let miee. Adoi,that guy uhh. He make miee choose the muvee. So I chose Aftershock. I swear idk is a cheena muvee.My gawd,cant stop laughing with hym in the cinema.AHAHAA.Until this guy tell us this; Excuse miee,we come here to watch the muvee not to hear the both of youu! AHAHAHAAAAA! Fck!Paisehx uhh siott.Butt who cares,we still play around in the cinema. The previous muvee, he bought for miee a care bear. So this tyme,I also bought for hym the dog chain/tag that I carved for hym in the cinema.My gawd,I swear I was so paisehx to the max cann! I was looking down all the way. He keep asking miee to turn to hym.Sheesh. Paisehx. He keep saying thanks bie.AHAHAA. -.-! Lets skip those mushy2 part k. :DDD He is wearing his police uniform thats why he cant smoke outdoors areas. So went to void deck to slack a while since he is booking in at 8pm.
It was still early for miee to go back home.Nnd wanted to spend longer tyme with hym, I accompany hym to cck. Omgz,I swear he disturb miee in the train can!Just cause I say “I love to take the train cause I can wash eye uhh bie.”AHAHAAAA. Idiotz. Plus I swear his expectations is superb high.To miee the girl is chio, to hym is not.HAH! Saw a lot of his friends. Was kinda shy actually! AHAHAHAA. Went to follow his fellow mates to go smoke at the nearest void deck. Then swi2, a police care pass by. All of them pass the cigg to miee. Wth ekh! AHAHAAA. I don’t mind helping them cause if they kena caught smoking in uniform, I cant imagine what will happen. Tsk.tsk. They are bunch of friendly people.( : Send hym off to the bus stop nnd waited for hym to take the bus. XOXO. He texted miee all the way until I reach home. Thanks for the day! I swear I appreciate it a lot nnd I am glad youu are wearing the chain I bought for youu. Awwww,sweet much bieeee! :DDD
Monday – 9th August
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY UHH K. :DDD
Siddiq smsed miee in the morning saying he was otw to Suntec nnd he was freaking nervous about it. I was nervous for hym too!AHAHAA. He told miee that he will march from Sunte city around 4.30pm. Pri last minute paitao miee.Lucky Aishh nnd Aiman reach earlier then miee or else I cry siot! I come Suntec only to see he march in his GOH uniform. I kept looking at the tyme when I was in the train. I feel lyke getting down nnd took cab to Suntec Convection Center.Grrr.I was that panicked. I swear. I walk as fast as I could when I reach city hall. Idk how many people I banged into! It was so crowded can! I run to the suntec convention center nnd I saw Aishh nnd Aiman! Cheyy! The parade has not even started can! I panicked for nothing. Waited for quite some tyme nnd the parade finally started for the GOH. Omgz, I am so superb excited can! I am sorry Aiman for giving youu pressure. Keep asking youu to take pictures of Siddiq! AHAHAA.I swear he looks HAWT,HAWT,HAWT in the GOH uniform. Sibeyy MAN can! *faints* Although, there is some others guys who definitely look hawt in the uniform butt still my Siddiq looks the hawtest k! AHAHAA. Macam paham siot MAII. -.-! Snap 10001 pictures then went to mac to buy drink. Thirsty uhh siot! Saw familiar faces. Exchanged smiles. Skip some parts. Went to memorial park nnd watch the firework.Awesome viewww!
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
