Thursday, January 10, 2008



harlows,youu!
is been ages since i have a serious talk witt someone.i dont thin i ever have.idk.i
admit i never been serious youu knoe.butt yesterdae i have a serious talk goin on.okaes not face to face butt in msn.lyke hell yeaaa.is the first tyme i felt soserious bfore.nnd every werd i type i mean itt.butt sometymes i wonder whyy cant fwenship ends in fwenship?!whyy must itt end in a relationship?!i dont have the answer to the ques.kaes,mayb is unexplainable.my heart really aches reading whatever he types to miee.i did'nt expect that he took my werd superb seriously nnd even remembered werd by werd wenn i actually dont.idk.i guess,i nott good enugh forr hym.i rather we syat as fwens.butt he simply cant understand itt.i m the person who is very hard to sae no.so mayb in the other werds he misunderstood.so idk watt goin to happen.it really hurts seein youu cryin nnd sufferin.okaes,is my fault.i said sowie forr umpteen tymes aedy.butt youu tell miee youu dont need the sowie cause is nott my fault.butt still,i wishh to apologize forr the pain i inflicted to youu.as forr now,i knoe hw muchh i mean to youu.i appericiated itt.really,i do.once again,
i carved your name on my heartt just lyke a tattoo. belieff itt or nott. okaes,i thin i wrote a little too muchh.bahh.i must be happi nnd put on a smile now althought is hard sometymes.so i m now lookin forward to meet my long lost bestie.we need to catch up seriously.hahs.lawls.tml is the dae.pweety excited,people!goin to temasek nnd singapore poly open house. :DDD so take care everyone!
muchLURVES,
`Maii
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