Monday, July 07, 2008
I knoe I should be studying my 6p now as I will be having Test tmlow yett I chose to update.Youu will soon now whyy.
I FCKING HATE RESHEV TO THE MAXX!Okaes,here the story. Yesterdae he asked miee to call hym todae to discuss something. Nnd I fcking called hym just now.I shuld not have called hym nnd maybe I will avoid the pain I am suffering now.I asked forr a break as I see no point clinging on to this r/s since we had a lot of conflicts. He accused miee of being a playgirl,flirt,slut,bitch.Adding on to itt he sae that i m nott a virgin.wtf larhs. He sae he knoes the reason whyy I wann to break up witt hym.It was because I fck another guy aedy thats whyy.FCKER right?!He still cann tell miee, Ns a lot of guy.Youu pick which wann youu wann nnd then fck them.I was so fcking angry serhs.Come on, there is a limit to everyone patience. He also sae that my fwenster gtt a lot of guys. All I add the guys wann. When is nott fcking true! I repeated to hym that is the guy add miee wann nnd he fcking show tantrums at miee. He fcking dont trusts miee. What cann I sae?! Is obvious that he dont trusts miee. He sae I go flirt nnd entertain guys all round.I aked whyy youu sae so.Nnd he sae that cause i see THANKS FORR THE ADD to them.Bastard mann. I find no wrong in sending that to guys or even to girls.So,what his fcking prob now.Which eyes of hym see that I flirt ard?!
Which eyes of hym see that I busted hym?!
Which eyes of hym see that I cheat on hym?!
Which eyes of hym see that I gtt fck witt another guy before?!
Tell miee,RESHEV! which eyes of yours see that?! No proof,no talk arhs. I dont care whatt youu assume.I ask youu to go seperate ways.Youu fcking reject my suggestions.Nnd youu sae youu wann toture miee by fcking witt anither girl INFRONT of miee.Well I tell youu, youu can joyfully did that! Is youu are loosing nott MIEE! I dont lose anything.I m fcking angry nnd hurt that youu are able to talk to miee in that manner.Yeaaa.I m HURTT by your werds.
I FCKING REMEMBER HIS last sentence is:
ONLYY BASTARDS LYKE MIEE WILL LYKE A BITCH LYKE YOUU,BITCHH!
I am so fcking angry.I feel lyke scream outt loud. So,whatt the point in continuing this r/s when bth of us are shoutings at the top of our lungs. I see no point in itt butt he still wish to continue this r/s.He sae that youu cann go witt any guy youu wann.10 guys also cann.I wont mind butt our r/s is still on.OMG! Fcking jibai larhs. What his problem now?!I am so angry right now that I cann burst/explode. This is the first tyme that a guy talk to miee in this manner.ouhh WOW!he must be honoured to knoe this.All I could sae now is to be REALISTIC nnd REASONABLE.
nnd fcking let miee go!
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