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Friday, August 29, 2008




Arghh!I feel so shitty now.Screw miee upside dwn.Sometymes I really wonder whether is my fault which leds the guys thinks that I lyke hym or I am giving hym a chance.This is defintely nott the first tyme which I experience this kind of situation.I have no idea what I did which makes them feel these way.Maybe I should do some soul searching ekh. I never did have the intention to hurt those people I have hurt before. I will never ever realised that I have hurt them. Well,just maybe a small maybe that I should be serious nnd stop playing ard with relationship stuff. I am turning 17 soon. It might be a play thing to miee butt not to them. I must ntt be selfish.Forr a moment, I stop/pause nnd think. Am I a player although I never thought or think I am before. People ard miee cann judge miee based on my attitude. My best/close friends never called miee a player before. Butt,maybe just a small probability that they are afraid of telling miee that I am one or maybe they dont know the real MAII. whatt kind of girl is MAII. A player,flirt or bitch.I knoe I must be carzy sounding lyke this.Forr a moment, once again I stop/pause nnd think whether I am really one. Crossing my finger. I hope I am nott a flirt or biatch or watever youu labelled miee as. As forr a player,I cant decide whether I am one. I dare to swear that when I am in a r/s, I never play timer before.Maybe is just a huge2 misunderstanding.Well, being too friendly to guys cann be a wrong thing youu knoe! This is no joke. Well, I hate to hurt them butt sometymes is just unavoidable. I am sorry to whoever it may concerns ekh. I have no intention hurting youu,people! Blame on miee that is hard forr miee to be serious. Blame miee forr being so friendly to youu that youu gett the wrong idea.Blame miee forr leading youu to a false hope.Blame miee forr being so naive.Blame miee forr nott being perfect.SORRY, that I am a heartless creature.

* Forr this week,I guess I wont message or contact with Shah,Aliff,Nesh,Asraf,Devan,Halim nnd FAAIZ forr the tyme being.
*will update on what happened on teachers dae.No mood aedy. :/

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