Behind those smiles..


webcam-ing with I forgett whu.I knoe,the face sumpah tak perlu. :/

256th post.
Is only 9.13 am nnd I am blogging damn early in the morn.To be honest, I did nott sleep a wink yesterday.Kept playing the same song over nnd over again. Youu might think I am obssessed with the song. Idk whyy butt the song is seriously meaningful nnd this song cann make miee teared forr hours. Damn. Now, how I hate the composer of this song.Fyi the song is the song currenty play in my blog.My fone batt is totally dead nnd it switched off by itself at 8.30am.Charging it now since I need it later.

TO YOUU:
I dont really know what to say now but if it is my fault then I really hope youu can scold miee upside dwn.I feel so guilty nnd onlly god knoes whyy I feel lyke that.If I hurt youu in any ways,I apologize to youu frm the bottom of my heartt.*sincerly* What a bad gf I am to youu all this while.I guess I am selfish to let youu feel this way when youu are so nice to miee. I am stoopid enough to not realise that. I blame no one butt myself. Now whenever I see those items youu give miee, it reminds miee of youu nnd those moments/tyme we spend. I kept that in the box nnd lock it in my cupboard. I wish youu lurks,my fwen. I know youu cann find a better girl than miee.However,whyy youu tell miee now?!It will be better if youu tell miee earlier boutt this as the hurt wont gett deeper.Haishh,butt the blame is on miee still.Butt,lyke what Asraf says; If u love something set it free, if it comes back then it meant to be yours. I guess what he says is true. Thanks,Asraf! I gtt different response frm different people.Is sadd to see those responses.Nnd he is nott a jerk or whatt youu labelled hym as ekh. I already mentioned that is my fault nnd I admitting itt. I think I must gett used to nott receiving gd nites message with the (L) nnd hym reminding miee to sms(siket). Well, lyke what Asraf says again; I gott to move on no matter how hard it is.Maybe now he is happy then the way bfore. Nnd I am happy forr hym if he finds a new girl asap.

Nnd yeaaa, Hafiiz youu no need waitt forr hym nnd miee to balek together-gether agi.AHAHAA.thats the first thing youu think ekh,deng2!

Behind those smile,lies a thousand tears.

muchLURVES,
`Maii

the unique one

MAII.
Turning 19 on 28 Dec.
Republic Poly.
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