Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Many many things to update.I will just update by random thoughts.
When that someone tell miee everything what youu tell hym boutt miee.I swear I was speechless nnd to be honest shocked.Did not expect youu to say itt.My heart breaks when I hear everything.My mind was blank forr that moment.Mixed feelings I would say.Anger,sadness nnd disspointment.Everywhere I go,I will keep thinking aboutt itt. Is seriusly haunting miee a lot nnd I only slept at 5am.)': Tempting to just dial his number nnd ask everything butt I promise someone that I wont.
I break my fucking promise to someone. Trust miee, I am feeling guilty all over. Shoot miee forr that.Butt the questions is haunting miee more nnd I swear every seconds I will think boutt itt.Nnd thru msn,he ask whyy I kol hym.I was in dilemma.Shuld I tell hym everything nnd get over it or whatt?!Gawd damn it.Whyy must I always feel this way?!Although I managed to ask hym a few killer questions(well,atleast to miee it is), I feel a sigh of relief. I think what he say is true, I must litsen to both party. MAII,please dont be naive nnd trust others so easily! * slapp myself* I feel bad nott to tell hym whu is the someone.Hmph. :/ I think if I am out of the picture,everything will be solved.Yupp,
MAII.OUT OF THE PICTURE. I shall "disappear" then if that will solve the problem.Hmph. )':
I wish,I wish I could stop the tyme we spent at the 9th floor sitting. Idk whether he means what he says,butt I love the "friendly hug" ekh.AHAHAA.lawls.I swear that moment was the feeling I
yearn forr such a long tyme.Hmph.If youu are just playing ard with miee or whatt,I will still thank youu for letting miee remember how it feels to be in your arms.( : The feeling which I cant never explained.Thank youu very much. :DDD
muchLURVES,
`Maii
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