I fail to keep my words that I will update this blog of mine. I am so sorry for that. A lot of things happened. I will just update what I can remember k.

15^th August – Sunday

Meet Siddiq as early as 12pm at Outram park cause he working at the Cantonment. Is rare for miee to wake up as early as 9am just to go out. See how much he means to miee?! By the tyme I reach outram park, he was already waiting for miee. Oupps ,sorry yeaaa. Accompany hym to smoke first cause he did not fast that day. Cant blame hym though. He was working 8pm – 11am the next morning so he break his fast first. Well, I did not break my fast although there are so many temptations! Youu know I know right .AHAHAA. We have no idea where to go so I suggested Changi Airport.AHAHAA.lawls. He wanted to go Expo butt I managed to convince hym to go Changi Airport. MUAHAHAHA.Nir yang buat org sayang patt dier lebih.Walked around terminal one,two nnd three. We walked till our legs are aching. Sorry ekh. He bought for miee chocs nnd perfume. Awww, thanks a lot. :D Thought of taking the train home butt since we both can take bus 24 home we decided to take bus 24 so we can spend more tyme with each other.LAWLS. Am I lyke exaggerating here?!tsk.tsk. Those tyme are of course TREASURED. Text hym when I reach home. I appreciate the tyme we spend together especially the fact that even when youu are tired, lacking of sleep youu still eager to meet miee. ( :

16^th August – Monday

Break fast with Kaly,Aishh,Pri nnd Aiman at Old Marsling. Before breaking fast, went to play pool. Kecoh-kecoh. AHAHAA. I still suxs at it nnd I prefer BOWLING over POOL k. AHAHAA.lawls. We ordered seafood. It was a BLAST! Each of us only spend around 9 bucks each. How splendid! Was freaking full nnd bloated. Decided to go to woodlands waterfront. Sibeyy romantic nnd niceee uhh the place.Falling in love with the place,I swear. I suggest all couples to go there uhh k. Not for smooching2 all k.Doser tahu tak! AHAHAAAAA! Hisaaaaaap! Reach home around 11+.

Then it happens.

Had the worst fight with Siddiq. Ouhh my, sometimes I wonder what I did that really hurts hym so much that he have to throw such negative remarks at miee. The entire day he did not even message miee. Ouhh,well he is working nnd YES I do understand that. He only message miee at night saying this; NIGHTS.Wth?!I waited for the entire day just to receive NIGHTS?! Are youu that busy that youu cant message miee more then that?! Yeaaa,maybe youu are busy that youu can on9 at fb butt not msging miee.Thanks.I understand that. Butt did I even whine to youu about this?! I just kept quiet until youu give sarcasm remarks at fb. I msg youu asking; what’s wrong?!did I do anything wrong?!why are youu texting miee in a different way?!Youu got anything to say to miee?! He blowed up when he received that sms.Wth must he blowed up?!I am just asking hym not suspecting hym or what.

All the way he kept saying that I suspect hym this nnd that. Did I?! I even saw youu nnd your ex texting each other, butt did I say anything about itt?! No,I never . I already told youu I believe youu, I trust youu. Butt did youu ever trust miee?! Sometymes I wonder. Hmph. I cant stop my guy friends from calling miee baby,darling,sayang on FB. If youu trust miee, youu wont even believe their craps.Haishh. It seems that the trust youu have on miee is slowly depleting. What must I do to gain back your trust?! Is time all I need?! Worst thing of all. Youu can even say I am lyke your ex.WTF.I am lyke your ex?! Confirm tak confirm?!Pfts. I swear I was so mad at youu when youu say that butt still idk why I am still keeping cool. Maybe cause I just treasure youu. Thanks for hurting miee. Totally hurt by your words. Enough said. ♥

Now we are not even on a proper talking terms. I throw my ego aside nnd text hym first in the morning. He replied to miee in the afternoon. Butt still he only reply a word text message or a text message without the word bie. Thats is so not hym. I know there is a change in hym. His fb status;

If I get a chance to sign you trU a contract. ..I will sure go for the life long plan...!!! ♥ ♥

What he means by this ekh?!Hanya tuhan sajer larhs yang tahu. Again, I am not suspecting hym or what. I cayer youu sangat sangat uhh k.

Going off now. Meeting hym tomorrow to break fast. Hopefully,things will be fine between us.Amin. ( :

Ps; Surrin just text miee asking how am I nnd all. Whyy whenever my r/s has a prob he will appear out of nowhere. It goes the same for Qai,Raj,Yat nnd now Siddiq. Interesting much.

Love youu people.Hugs nnd kisses!

muchLURVES

`Maii