I am a Heart-Breaker.
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Saturday, August 21, 2010
harlows,youu!
Awwwwwwww. * touched*
I will so miss chatting with hym!Sheesh.Take care Nabil.
Again,I went MIA from this blog.The reason whyy is simply because I was kinda emo.LAWLS.Yeaaa,I know Maii nnd Emo no link butt still I was kinda )': Let miee begin.
Wednesday- 18th August 2010
Went to meet Siddiq to break fast together.He bring his friends.Was kinda paisehx cause from far they look lyke mat reps even siddiq looks lyke one with his dyed hair!AHAHAA.lawls.Butt actually they are awesome people.Break fast at Bugis Kfc.He really make miee feel lyke a "princess" LAWLS.Dont ask miee whyy.After that,they wanna go sheesha.I am fine with anything.AHAHAAA!Macam paham. His friends left first so I ask priya nnd her friends to join us forr sheesha cause she will be heading to Bugis too.Sumpah kecoh can!She with raj,one chio girl with the hansem guy nnd miee with Siddiq.Was having kinda fun moments.Went sheesha at two places.Egyptian Restaurant nnd one place which I forget the name. Took train home nnd bid goodbye to hym.
When I reached home,he texted miee that he wont be contacting miee nnd so on cause he is not ready forr a r/s now.Wahh,my mind is seriously blank forr goodness sake.I called hym nnd ask questions by questions.All he said was don't know,nothing then he cried.He cried,I cried then?!Pfts.I put down the phone as I dont see any conversation going on.He send miee 4 long mms saying whyy nnd keep apologizing to miee.I just replied that I dont need your sorry.I dont need anything from youu.Pfts.All he ask was to give hym tyme.So all this while youu are just playing with my feelings nnd tyme on youu?!I swear I was fcking hurt that point of tyme.Every sms he send miee I replied with sarcasm.Love yerr pasal,I replied.
I tell myself not to even pin hopes on hym nnd etc.The next morning he message miee Morning,Dear!Commented my fb status using the word Dear,Bie.What the hell.So what now?!What am I to youu now?!I am not a toy where youu need miee youu come to miee,when youu dont youu cast miee aside.Pfts. :/
Maybe I am too selfish.Maybe I am not the right one forr hym. I know youu want a religious girl nnd so on.I admit I am not your type of girl.
He send this to miee via MSN.
Muhd SiddiQ says:
*Yeah
*I miss you sia
*Feel like my love on you wen deep
*Like hell
Now youu tell miee how am I suppose to forget hym so easily?! )':
No one has ever taught miee how to be religious nnd stuff.Again maybe I am not the right girl forr you.Almost all the guys I went on with seems tak perlu in a way.Only youu are the perlu one,thus is hard forr miee to adjust to it.Give miee some tyme nnd I will prove it bie.I am sorry once again.Lyke I said,even if youu make miee teared nothing can compare to the hurt I inflicted to youu.Youu are the best of the best.One in a million. ( :
Lets see how things go.Not pinning any hopes so yeaaa.If we are meant to be together we will. ( :
Goodbye forr now. Take care everyone nnd happy fasting. ♥
Ps; Apit promised to give miee a ride one of these days!Woo-hoo.Excited uhh miee.hehe.( :
muchLURVES,
`Maii
♥
